lahat ng first time, memorable. may mga first time din na masarap.

12/10/2010 § Leave a comment

pero malay niyo, mas masarap at mas memorable yung SECOND TIME. ๐Ÿ˜€

kasi sa pangalawang beses, at least alam mo na yung mga dapat gawin at what to expect. TAMA? tama. :))

the bucket list.

12/10/2010 § Leave a comment

we had a topic the other day about kicking the bucket. our specialist asked us to make our own bucket list and share it with the class. so here’s mine. ๐Ÿ™‚

  1. i want to travel and take a tour in Europe. specially Paris, Rome, Spain, etc. is Vatican in Europe? if so, include Vatican as well. ๐Ÿ˜€
  2. i want to play in the rain with the one that i love or with my friends. because! i never experienced that ever since. i havent played in the rain since the day i was born, which is 19 years ago. :))
  3. i would like to throw a big party for the people i love. which includes my closest friends and family. ๐Ÿ™‚
  4. i want to learn how to swim and go scuba diving with my family.
  5. if i have lots of money, i would like to spend it in Las Vegas. hehe.
  6. i’ll make sure that before i leave, my family or loved ones are safe and happy.
  7. i want to share something, teach the children with what i know. children who are unfortunate… like in the mountains? it’s like community service.
  8. the last, but definitely not the least and definitely the one i would really like to do before i die, is to ride a hot air balloon with my love. where? i dont know yet. i think i still need to find the perfect spot. perhaps in the US, where the hot air balloon contest/festival is held.

so there you go. how about you? what’s your bucket list? ๐Ÿ˜€

kindly correct me for wrong grammar/tense/etc. it shall be appreciated. haha! ๐Ÿ™‚ย 

unfairness.

12/04/2010 § Leave a comment

life’s really unfair talaga minsan. minsan lang naman. kaya don’t ever blame Him kung maramdaman mo man yun.

may times siguro na may mangyayaring hindi maganda, may mangyayari na hindi mo inaasahan o kaya minsan may mangyayari na ang tagal mo nang hinintay, chaka palang mangyayari kung kelan hindi na pwede. meron din naman, tulad sakin, na kung kelan ok na, chaka naman hindi uubra. di tulad dati kung kelan bawal, chaka mas maraming possibility. oh well, whatever. :))

basta whenever nafifeel mo na unfair ang buhay, think again. wag mong lahatin. dahil for sure, there are times sa buhay mo na talagang masaya at nasa cloud9 ka. isipin mo nalang kapag hindi umayon sa gusto mo yung mga nangyayari, isipin mo God has His reasons. and for sure, sooner or later, magiging okay din ang lahat.

it’s called KARMA baby. ๐Ÿ™‚ ย if there’s negative, there’s also positive. and vice versa.

route 143.

11/20/2010 § Leave a comment

habang nasa byahe ako kanina, napansin ko yung mga road signs. tapos bigla ko nalang naisip na pwede rin pala icompare ang isang byahe sa paghahanap ng true love. (ang hanep ko lang, tumu-true love ang lola. HAHA!)

Bago ka bumyahe, syempre kailangan alam mo yung mga meaning ng road signs. hindi naman pwedeng sasabak ka sa ganyan ng wala ka alam diba. iisa-isahin ko…

  1. No Loading/Unloading Anytime
    hindi sa lahat oras pwede kang magsakay o magbaba kung kelan mo gusto. syempre meron ding tamang lugar at oras para dyan. hindi yan yung bira ka lang ng bira. patol ng patol sa kung sino sino lang at makikipag break lang kung kelan gustuhin. dapat nilalagay yun sa tamang lugar. dahil kung hindi, sige ka, mabibigyan ka lang ng ticket, minsan kelangan mo pa magbayad. ๐Ÿ˜‰
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  2. No Left/Right Turn Anytime
    hindi lahat ng daanan pwedeng likuan or kanan-an. pwede rin tong tawaging alternate route. nako, bawal yun. tatagal lang byahe mo dun. minsan baka maligaw ka pa. akala kasi natin minsan tama yung sumuko sa traffic, sa tagal ng byahe, at mag try muna ng iba. pero diba may kasabihang “pag may tiyaga, may nilaga.”?
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  3. No U Turn Anytime
    akala mo ba pwede ka lang bumalik sa pinanggalingan mo ng basta-basta? hindi. may tamang lugar din para dyan. pero kung hanap mo eh totoong pagmamahal, kung ako sayo, wag ka na maghanap ng U-turn slot. ๐Ÿ˜‰
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  4. Slow Down
    eto na yung point na dahan-dahan muna. either dahil malapit ka na dulo ng byahe mo or! masyado ka na nagiging agressive ย sa kalsada. wag masyado magmadali, baka habulin ka ng pulis. :p
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  5. No Parking
    wag ka magpapark kung saan saan kung ayaw mo kuhanin ng MMDA yung sasakyan mo. minsan kasi, hindi porket clear yung lugar, pwede ka na mag park. wag ka mag alala, may unlimited hours of parking naman sa pupuntahan mo. ๐Ÿ˜‰
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  6. Slippery When Wet
    take caution. kunwari, nasa relationship ka, tandaan mo, kapag basa, madulas. HAHAHAHA!! ibig kong sabihin, kapag intense yung situation mas malaki yung possibility magkaron ng hindi inaasahang pangyayari. OKAY FINE. kayo na bahala mag bigay ng iba pang meaning. :)))
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  7. Falling Debris
    syempre sa byahe mo may mga madadaanan ka dyang ginagawang building, ingat ka baka mahulugan ka ng bato. sa buhay din kasi, meron at merong taong mag babato sayo ng kung ano-ano para ma-down ka. wag ka paapekto dun. kaya nga ingat diba. ๐Ÿ™‚
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  8. last but not the least, THE Stop Lightย 
    madadaanan at madadaanan natin toh sa gusto’t sa hindi. kailangan alam mo rin yung ibig sabihin ng mga kulay. red to stop. yellow to get ready tapos green for go. kapag nagkamali ka ng stop over, laging may stop light para mag remind sayo na hindi pa tapos ang byahe mo. Red, stop and think. Yellow, prepare for the next trip. Green, para ituloy lang ang byahe.ย 

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minsan mahaba man yung byahe, worth it naman pagdating sa dulo dahil finally, napuntahan mo na yung gusto mong puntahan. wag ka lang magmamadali at magpapadala sa traffic at init ng ulo. kung ayaw mo naman ma-late, aba! agahan mo alis. yun lang yun. ๐Ÿ™‚

tutorial.

11/19/2010 § Leave a comment

mahirap turuan ang isang tao na hindi naman isinasapuso yung tinuturo mo. sayang lang oras niyo pareho. gets niya nga pero later on malilimutan din niya kasi hindi naman niya talaga gusto matuto. in other words, napilitan lang.

tulad nung isa kong friend. ilang beses ko na sinabi, dinemo ko pa, pero ano? wala. hindi kasi niya tinatandaan by heart. photoshop kasi yun. eh arki siya. napilitan lang ata mag PS dahil sa project.

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Dear friend,

i did my best para maturuan ka. sana naman tinatandaan mo. ๐Ÿ˜ฆ ย kasi hindi langย po oras mo yung nasasayang, pati yung sakin. hay. goodluck nalang sa project mo.

Sincerely,
Meย 

let go.

10/03/2010 § 1 Comment

How do you let go of someone you really love? Especially your first love. Mahirap ba? Hindi mo ba kaya? Yung tipong isang text o isang i love you lang niya babalik ka na ulit sakanya?



Well, it’s really hard. Sobrang daming beses na nangyari sakin yun. Urong sulong, ngayon kakalimutan ko na siya, bukas pag nagtext siya, isa pa ulit chance. Madaming beses ko narin sinabing “Last na! Promise!”, “Magpapaalam lang ako tapos wala na.”, “Ayoko na, pagod na pagod na ako…”, “Nahihirapan na ako”, “I don’t deserve you, kailangan ko na mag move on…” at marami pang iba. Nakailang ulit na ako, naka ilang try na ako pero lagi nalang unsuccessful. Minsan, mahirap din kasi mag move-on kapag yung taong gusto mo kalimutan eh patuloy ka pading kinokontak. Diba?


How do you do it?

Before, akoย at first I’ll give it a try. I’ll try to be ok, I’ll try my best para hindi kami mag away, anything. Umeeffort talaga ako. Then kung wala talaga ako mafeel or wala talaga, magdedecide na ako. Last na yun. Then I’ll text him, sasabihin ko na lahat. The goodbyes, the thank yous, the sorrys, LAHAT. And then, two or three days after, wala rin. Kapag nagtext siya, nag sorry or what, basta contact-in lang niya ako, babalik nanaman ako sa first step ko. Fail diba?





Sa totoo lang, if you really want to forget/leave that person, you don’t really need to tell him everything. Kumbaga, hindi mo naman talaga kailangan maghabilin at mag paalam. Sa daming beses ka niyang nasaktan, dapat by now, alam na niya yung bagay na ginawa niya. Hindi mo na kailngan ipaalam yung nararamdaman mo at hindi mo na kailangan mag explain bakit ka lalayo. HELLO. Ilang beses mo na ba sinabi yun sa kanya? Ilang beses ka narin nasaktan? Kung talagang mahal ka niya, edi sana hindi na naulit. I know part ng relationship yung masaktan, pero kung kalupet naman ng ginagawa niya, it’s not worth it. Again, you don’t need to say goodbye, kung gusto mo makalimot at mag move on, JUST DO IT. Wag na mag inarte at mag drama. ๐Ÿ˜‰

All you need is courage, discipline and FAITH. Yes, you CAN’T do it alone. Try to pray and talk to Him. Makikita mo, mas mabilis para sayo gawin yung gusto mo gawin kung may faith ka. Go and focus on your school works, mag-aral ka mabuti. Have fun with your friends. EXPLORE! ๐Ÿ˜‰ ย Kakayanin mo naman yan kung GUSTO mo TALAGA. Pero kung gusto mo padin naman masaktan at umiyak pa ng umiyak at MAGPAKATANGA, edi ituloy mo. Walang pumipigil sayo. ๐Ÿ˜‰ ย For sure, darating din yung time na mapapagod ka, madedepress ng SOBRA at basag na basag ka na. HAHA. Pag dating ng time na yun, oras na para mag celebrate. ;]

I’m not saying na love expert ako or love guru or whatever term that is. I’m just sharing my thoughts. Lahat ng yan, based on my experience din. Nahirapan din naman ako.Pero now i know, I was SUPER stupid back then. Sobrang daming chances na nasayang. Oh well, at least ngayon, I am proud to say na naka move on na ako at WISE na ako. Haha. I won’t let that happen to me ever again. Sana ikaw din. ๐Ÿ˜‰




DISCLAIMER: I do not own the pictures in this entry in any way. You can visit tumblr for more images, lots of people to follow, lots of inspiring posts. ๐Ÿ˜‰

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