procrastination.

01/07/2011 § Leave a comment

Just so you know, I always deal with it. Who doesn’t?

“pro·cras·ti·na·tion Noun /prəˌkrastəˈnāSHən/ /prō-/

1. the action of delaying or postponing something
      • your first tip is to avoid procrastination”

Well, for sure most of us deal with this most of the time. But how do we really avoid or stop this?

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eat. sleep. read.

12/08/2010 § Leave a comment

So today is Thursday. It’s kinda boring. I can’t figure out my assignment tapos I’m too lazy to do my project. Hay! Anyways, as I open my dashboard, nakita ko walang laman. Then I clicked the Google Reader. May mga finafollow pala ako dun? It’s kinda weird kasi hindi ko na maalala. All about web designing. Cool.

Anyway, I think kailangan ko na mag change ng routine. Imbis na eat, sleep at blog/Tumblr/FB/watch TV, dapat eat, sleep at READ.

Since I entered high school, ineencourage na ako ng parents ko mag basa ng books. Honestly, I find reading interesting. Nag eenjoy ako mag basa sa totoo lang. Active kasi at malawak ang imagination ko so natutuwa talaga ako kasi feeling ko andun talaga ako sa scene. Kaso wala akong time. Well, meron, most of the time kaso ang tamad tamad ko. 😦

Anyways, mabalik tayo sa Google Reader. Pag bukas ko, yun nga, mga articles about web designing. May mga tips on how to grow as a web designer(from Web Designer Depot). Cool talaga. Ang dami ko naring sources dito sa PC, mga eBooks na bigay ng instructor namin. Honestly, wala pa ako nababasa. Haha!

Pero naisip ko lang…

Siguro kailangan ko na mag start ngayon na mag basa basa. Kailangan ko na pakainin yung utak ko at dagdagan yung knowledge ko. To think na matatapos na ako, na malapit na ako sumabak sa business world, I really think na kailangan ko na simulan. Simulan ang alin? Simulang mag sipag. Kailangan ko na simulan gumawa ng portfolio, at kailangan ko narin mag practice at mag basa basa.

Maybe, there’s someone out there na nakakarelate sakin. Tamad mag basa at gumalaw and stuff. Pero we’re not getting any younger.

The bottom line is, try reading. Try exploring new things. Try feeding your mind. Browse interesting sites, read eBooks, etc. Believe me, kahit na hindi ko pa napuprove sa sarili ko, it will help. Reading is a big help.

I shall try it now. Starting today. Wish me luck! 😉

CAUTION: There’s a link in Facebook called "News Feed".

12/02/2010 § Leave a comment

Spell BOBO. A-K-O. Why?

yesterday, i went to MOA with him. tumakas ako(which is BAD) kasi may class ako ng afternoon. kung dito ko siya papapuntahin sa bahay, malamang hindi papayag sila papa kasi nga may class ako. eh since minsan lang magkaron ng opportunity na makaluwas siya, tumakas ako.

it was fun. ako na masaya. lots of pictures. and all. sa sobrang saya ko pa nga inupload ko pa yung album(naka private naman, for us and mutual friends lang). then pumayag pa ako gawin niyang profile picture yung picture namin(which is ayaw ko talaga ever since dahil maraming chismakers). nagcomment pa nga ako eh. cheesy lang.

pero hindi ko alam, na makikita pala sa News Feed ng friends ko yung activity ko.

this was from my mama’s news feed. galing ko manghack. HAHA! may comment pa yan kaso hindi ko na sinama. it was too late nung nalaman ko na ganyan pala nakikita ng iba. kasi nakita na nila papa. 😦  ang sama ng loob ni mama na nagtago ako. nakita pa nila yung comment. combo eh.

FAIL. from now on, mag iingat na ako. kayo rin, mag ingat din kayo. baka may tinatago kayo. baka mabuko kayo ng dahil lang dyan sa lecheng News Feed na yan.

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i therefore conclude: Facebook will do you NO good. it may be fun and stuff, but eventually, it will eat you alive. be very careful in whatever you are doing and you’re planning to do the next time you log in. trust me!!! haha.

artquake!

11/22/2010 § Leave a comment

seriously, i look different in this picture. weird lang. this was taken last April, during our exhibit. feeling ko sobrang iba ng itsura ko back then. :))

inhale exhale.

11/22/2010 § Leave a comment

grabeng halo-halo ang nafifeel ko ngayon. what a monday. 😐

  1. yesterday went well. 🙂
    at first, sobrang kabado, takot, excited, lahat na. but later on, okay naman. hindi naman pala sila nangangagat. yun nga lang, medyo distant pa kasi una palang and i was shy. konti. hehe. sana next time mas maging close na. yun nga lang, my father told me something about it na changed my mood kagabi…
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  2. goodbye blackberry muna. 😦
    the other day, nag decide yung parents ko na ibenta yung iphone 3G. i posted it sa Sulit kahapon and i really got excited kasi ang dami agad nag inquire. excited rin kasi ako kasi yung pagbibilan, pambibili dapat ng new phone, whick is blackberry nga. but then kanina, biglang nagulo na, wag na raw ibenta, si mama nalang daw gagamit. wow lang. i think i expected too much. hay.
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  3. excited for next month. 😀
    sobrang dami kong plans! im planning to apply somewhere and surprise my parents about it. tapos may plan din ako sa gift ko sa kanya, a surprise din. and there’s also a plan na we’re going to buy a turtle, yung partner para tig-isa kami. yeah whatever. anyway, basta. excited na ako!

yun nga lang, sobrang mixed emotions ako right now. pagod. stressed. pressured. lahat na. i really dont know what to feel. feeling ko kahit ice cream or chocolate wont cheer me up. HAY. ang gulo. ang labo. ganun ba talaga? FDADASDAFASDASDASD.

tutorial.

11/19/2010 § Leave a comment

mahirap turuan ang isang tao na hindi naman isinasapuso yung tinuturo mo. sayang lang oras niyo pareho. gets niya nga pero later on malilimutan din niya kasi hindi naman niya talaga gusto matuto. in other words, napilitan lang.

tulad nung isa kong friend. ilang beses ko na sinabi, dinemo ko pa, pero ano? wala. hindi kasi niya tinatandaan by heart. photoshop kasi yun. eh arki siya. napilitan lang ata mag PS dahil sa project.

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Dear friend,

i did my best para maturuan ka. sana naman tinatandaan mo. 😦  kasi hindi lang po oras mo yung nasasayang, pati yung sakin. hay. goodluck nalang sa project mo.

Sincerely,
Me 

let go.

10/03/2010 § 1 Comment

How do you let go of someone you really love? Especially your first love. Mahirap ba? Hindi mo ba kaya? Yung tipong isang text o isang i love you lang niya babalik ka na ulit sakanya?



Well, it’s really hard. Sobrang daming beses na nangyari sakin yun. Urong sulong, ngayon kakalimutan ko na siya, bukas pag nagtext siya, isa pa ulit chance. Madaming beses ko narin sinabing “Last na! Promise!”, “Magpapaalam lang ako tapos wala na.”, “Ayoko na, pagod na pagod na ako…”, “Nahihirapan na ako”, “I don’t deserve you, kailangan ko na mag move on…” at marami pang iba. Nakailang ulit na ako, naka ilang try na ako pero lagi nalang unsuccessful. Minsan, mahirap din kasi mag move-on kapag yung taong gusto mo kalimutan eh patuloy ka pading kinokontak. Diba?


How do you do it?

Before, ako at first I’ll give it a try. I’ll try to be ok, I’ll try my best para hindi kami mag away, anything. Umeeffort talaga ako. Then kung wala talaga ako mafeel or wala talaga, magdedecide na ako. Last na yun. Then I’ll text him, sasabihin ko na lahat. The goodbyes, the thank yous, the sorrys, LAHAT. And then, two or three days after, wala rin. Kapag nagtext siya, nag sorry or what, basta contact-in lang niya ako, babalik nanaman ako sa first step ko. Fail diba?





Sa totoo lang, if you really want to forget/leave that person, you don’t really need to tell him everything. Kumbaga, hindi mo naman talaga kailangan maghabilin at mag paalam. Sa daming beses ka niyang nasaktan, dapat by now, alam na niya yung bagay na ginawa niya. Hindi mo na kailngan ipaalam yung nararamdaman mo at hindi mo na kailangan mag explain bakit ka lalayo. HELLO. Ilang beses mo na ba sinabi yun sa kanya? Ilang beses ka narin nasaktan? Kung talagang mahal ka niya, edi sana hindi na naulit. I know part ng relationship yung masaktan, pero kung kalupet naman ng ginagawa niya, it’s not worth it. Again, you don’t need to say goodbye, kung gusto mo makalimot at mag move on, JUST DO IT. Wag na mag inarte at mag drama. 😉

All you need is courage, discipline and FAITH. Yes, you CAN’T do it alone. Try to pray and talk to Him. Makikita mo, mas mabilis para sayo gawin yung gusto mo gawin kung may faith ka. Go and focus on your school works, mag-aral ka mabuti. Have fun with your friends. EXPLORE! 😉  Kakayanin mo naman yan kung GUSTO mo TALAGA. Pero kung gusto mo padin naman masaktan at umiyak pa ng umiyak at MAGPAKATANGA, edi ituloy mo. Walang pumipigil sayo. 😉  For sure, darating din yung time na mapapagod ka, madedepress ng SOBRA at basag na basag ka na. HAHA. Pag dating ng time na yun, oras na para mag celebrate. ;]

I’m not saying na love expert ako or love guru or whatever term that is. I’m just sharing my thoughts. Lahat ng yan, based on my experience din. Nahirapan din naman ako.Pero now i know, I was SUPER stupid back then. Sobrang daming chances na nasayang. Oh well, at least ngayon, I am proud to say na naka move on na ako at WISE na ako. Haha. I won’t let that happen to me ever again. Sana ikaw din. 😉




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